Monday, October 18, 2010

am i happy?

maafkan sy sbb x dpt tunaikan janji sy pd awk..
its da time for me to let u go n let u be free...
dun ask y and pliz forgive me...
sy mintak maaf sbb wat awk sedih..but i have to..

what's the rubbish..by yesterday he was dumped me..so easy..what's the point for almost 1 year u're waiting for me just because u wanna dump me..dun u even care bout how can i stand? what am i feeling? how could u..
ok...u're done! tq for hurting me much..tq also for giving me chance to be love by u..tq very2 much...
ok its over for this..

adekah ini yg dinamekan hukum karma? lumrah kehidupan? Ya Allah..aku x kuat utk semua ini...
i dun like this kind of feeling..omg..i dun like..~ oh...
but i have to be strong..i have to be myself..stop pretending that i am a strong gurl yet imma weaker person in real..nope..i have to...
hate that!
i wanna be heartless starting from now..do i care? oh...stupid...
wanna be fren with somebody wanna make me as their fren..enough...
amin...
am i lookin' for my destiny..for my soul?? nope...im not..its toooo young for me..long distance for me..
for those who was seeking for his or her soul..life's partner do read this doa..may it will help u as much...hope so...but me..hurm..mama was said to me before.." angah,u shudn't think bout it..think about ur future 1st and get what u want" see...my mum was saying that to me! does mama was warned me?? i guess...
hurm..so...i decide dun wanna fall into that FEELING again..but till when??
let Allah be the judger...
for now..i have to be concentrated on my study 1st and be da greatest person..
chaiyok fara!! u can..prove it...
that was mine..
its tyme for me to let all go..just let them happened...
im quite strong...yes i do...
so bole jalan same itu perasaan....
yup..that's me that owez smile..no matter happened... :)
from now...im forgetful...sory ya...no more again...
tyme to go...c ya!
adios...be strong!

4 comments:

  1. why dear..
    sape lak nie???
    story kat aku meh

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  2. hurm..u noe him angah....
    hukhuk...

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  3. pnghulu ke tau dak yg dress up yg mlampau tue??

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  4. ha?? x paham la...haha...
    dats guy was him...wan!

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