_MEN That i LOved Most!

ten! pinjam ayt jap hak3..hurm for this post i wud like to post about men that i loved most..hurm sound weird like..whatever..
before that i wud like to apologize to FATEN for giving me permission to copyright her words! ahaks..tq darl..

who are they?

jeng2..(^^,)

act they're s part of my life..i love them very much but..as a vey close fren..

1. abah

of kos lar abah gonna be da 1st 1..he's my HERO..love n miss u abah..muah!

2. joe

sy syg die!

he was my closest fren since i was 13..we've been fren together almost nearly to 8 years..

we're mwt together just when we're about to lose each other for bout 2 years ago..

thanks ALLAH for giving me chances to met with him again..

i was calling him bb comot as his "name manje" haha...and he was calling me baby..ei GEDIK..haha

opss..sounds like we're couple rite..? nvm..let anyone talk bout that..haha 

ridiculous!

but i love him..mish u lar..hahahaha...

3. khai

haha..this picture was taken about a few years ago..sooooo funny..aha...

"hoi orang tue! tolong aku buley?"

" dey minachi ape!?

well mish that word..hoho

yup..that da common word i said to him..haha..but he never complained me! gud boy..ngeee(^_-)

he was my fren DUNIE AKHIRAT lar..he was my angel too..woah..

he quite tough but not available anymore..hoye...do i care..ahaha...sory for her gf..lol

4. aizul

alahai..gamba beliau x de la plak..i'll change it later..hoho..kiut juge~~ngee

lastly aizul..

i did mention his name for my previous2 post..

just pity on him..gone through pain of love..hurm..nvm..let it be..

i hate him at the our 1st meeting..huh! soooo selfish!

but then we're being very close somehow..?

i didn't even noe that moment..

he was my shoulder to cry on...

my ear to listen on...

my eye to lookin' on..

and my strength to stand on...

tq babe!

to korang kat atas...mesti korang terharu + menangis kan bile bace post nie nak2 lagi ade gamba kowang skali..ceh...geli~~ hahahah

but then who will gonna be da special 1???

that is...?

aha...

lets wait n see...

notes: i hope that our frenship will be long lasting..not only for this moment nut for the entire of our life...insyaAllah...

n for those i didn't stated the name lots of apologize from me...

didnt mean it..maybe im not the rite 1 that who deserve to be ur fren...

no..im not..

tq dear..

_menGapa IbuMu menaNgis??_

ari tu aku ade bace latest entry kat i luv islam..wah bulan nie punye entry sungguh menusuk kalbu..kire sentap la jugak..ade 1 entry nie yg sangat wat aku tertarik..n bile aku bace ase nk nanges pun ade...

alkisah...

pernah x kite tau kenape ibu kite menagis? kadang2 kite x penah pun seda & tau bile masenye ibu kite menangis kan..hurm..ni aku share antare bisikan Allah yg menyatakan knp ibu kite menangis..harap..kowang paham le..

• "Ketika Aku menciptakan seorang wanita, ia diharuskan untuk menjadi seorang yang istimewa. Aku membuat bahunya cukup kuat untuk menopang dunia; namun, harus cukup lembut untuk memberikan kenyamanan "

• "Aku memberikannya kekuatan dari dalam untuk mampu melahirkan anak dan menerima penolakan yang seringkali datang dari anak-anaknya "
• "Aku memberinya kekerasan untuk membuatnya tetap tegar ketika orang-orang lain menyerah, dan mengasuh keluarganya dengan penderitaan dan kelelahan tanpa mengeluh "
• "Aku memberinya kepekaan untuk mencintai anak-anaknya dalam setiap keadaan, bahkan ketika anaknya bersikap sangat menyakiti hatinya "

• "Aku memberinya kekuatan untuk mendukung suaminya dalam kegagalannya dan melengkapi dengan tulang rusuk suaminya untuk melindungi hatinya "

• "Aku memberinya kebijaksanaan untuk mengetahui bahawa seorang suami yang baik takkan pernah menyakiti isterinya, tetapi kadang menguji kekuatannya dan ketetapan hatinya untuk berada di sisi suaminya tanpa ragu "

• "Dan akhirnya, Aku memberinya air mata untuk dititiskan. Ini adalah khusus miliknya untuk digunakan walaupun kadangkala dia tidak memerlukannya."

itulah antara sebab knp Allah menjadikan airmata bg seorang insan yg bergelar IBU..

p/s : wahai kaum ADAM..ketahuilah kamu bahawa kecantikan seorang wanita bukanlah dari pakaian yang dikenakannya, susuk yang ia tampilkan, atau bagaimana ia menyisir rambutnya. Kecantikan seorang wanita harus dilihat dari matanya, karena itulah pintu hatinya - tempat dimana cinta itu ada.

AGAIN! (unplanned shopping)

opss....today was very da happy day..alamak broken english..ah lantakla..

have fun wif my 2 lil big buddy faten + zati..hurm..what did i buy? where did we go? and..what did we do?

here im telling u the story..woah..

1. yummy2~~ PLEASE DO REFILL UR STOMACH 1ST..blurp! alhamdulillah..

2. then we're goin to the upper floor of The Mines...for?? ha..this is our main reason y we was here!

karoke ma..yeay!

angin lalu nyanyi lagu rindu..

ayir zaman..ayir makan...

" itulah faten munye keje.."

3. but then after spent about 1 hour & more in that kinda BORED room,we're having our walk together..hurm..window shupink~~

4. seeking for pet lovers..where is it????? lastly....

tada....got my new sweetheart..pin & pon. cik & cak (name mama bg)..rm7 each..murahkan..

5. just wanna walk around but opss...TERbeli la plak..keh3...nvm just a pair of tshirt + pant..not much..

6. KFC meal!

then we're done..oh..too tired for this friday..plus minus i've been spent for about RM118.++

oh no..mama..sory! hehehe....

gtg wanna c my sweetheart..da~~~

ride To LadaNg lemBu

salam...

wa..lamenye x update blog..hekhek..post utk kali ni pasal citer aku g ladang lembu upm..

woah gile besh gile..ilang tensen wa cakap lu..ahaks..

btw thanks to azim coz sudi bawak kami g sane..ngee (^^,)

erm..alkisah...

dlm kesibukan nk amek basikal kat bilik bawah tu rase excited pun ade juge..ngee..*GEDIK~

ride sepanjang jalan upm yg tengah byk gile kete...oh..PEAK HOUR..fuh..jalan dalam kesesakan...

KAU MAMPU?? haha...tp alhamdulillah la sampai jugak..mak oiii...haih...penatnye,...semput..

sesampai disane...

sekali tengok mcm jalan nk pg estet kan..hik3..2 kali tgok lawa jugak tempat ni..huaa..

moo..banyaknye lembu..besa2 plak tu..alahai takot juge..keh3

then kami pg ke UPM Dairy tempat lelembu tu menghasilkan susu..sangatla gemox itu lembu..sihat2 belake..pandai pakcik2 nie jage..huhu..

lihatlah mereka semangah..ijau tu azim..biru tu faten & puteh itu zati..aku?? yg tukang snap nie

eh ape azim wat tu? oh..pedal tercabut ag..nge...alolo..cian!

kesengalan terserlah..

hurm..penat sude..jum balik..tp tgok la ape jadi... >>>>>>>>>

semputnye nak naek bukit..ki3

pose terhangit kale itu

jom cuci mate lagi tgok gamba..

mereka ini nampak berani je nk pegang lembu tu tp penakot..ngeee

canteknye..x dapat g lua negare dalam upm pon jadila..hikhik..sooo lawa!

yeay..dush!

tengok! bukan tgok azim tp cube perhatikan pokok yg kat atas bukit tu hehe..zim jgn mare ye..kenalkan..huhu..itulah tempat LAGENDA BUDAK SETAN..syoknye..

aish..setelah itu..nk balek da la..penat gile..ni last pose..oke...kaki gamba susala

cheese~~ eh2 azim pun ade juge..hoho..pendek jugak aku..x sampai!

oke..nk balik da...

sangat seronok  petang tu..huhu..tang balik sume da semput2 da..kah3..next tyme g ngn ehem2 lak..adoi..AZIM..tq yer..ngee~~

awesome~

have u ever listen to this song? i dun think so..but do feel free to sing along.. :)

I used to call you my boy
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

i love this song not bcoz of this music but bcoz of that lyric that kinda makes me goin to cryin'..oh...never again..haha..i miss u..who was that?? no body..

somehow i'v been deactivating my fb account for a while..guess y...hurm..

1. i've spent tooo much time on fb..yet every time when i'm free...pheww
2. tooo many things that hurt me 
3. wont c that face for a while..
4. concentrating to my final coming soon..woah!! *sampai seru nampak..ngeee
5. kinda bored too~

 to  my fren + admire woah prasan gituh haha...it just for a while..i'll be back soon...oke..
 

say no

for a while sajela

weee....i wish i cud stand woah...ngaaa...
i'll keep updating my blog...(^^,)
upss...oready got my mid term account mark..hurm speechless~~~~~ nvm..try harder next..
gtg..tata

am i happy?

maafkan sy sbb x dpt tunaikan janji sy pd awk..

its da time for me to let u go n let u be free...

dun ask y and pliz forgive me...

sy mintak maaf sbb wat awk sedih..but i have to..

what's the rubbish..by yesterday he was dumped me..so easy..what's the point for almost 1 year u're waiting for me just because u wanna dump me..dun u even care bout how can i stand? what am i feeling? how could u..

ok...u're done! tq for hurting me much..tq also for giving me chance to be love by u..tq very2 much...

ok its over for this..

adekah ini yg dinamekan hukum karma? lumrah kehidupan? Ya Allah..aku x kuat utk semua ini...

i dun like this kind of feeling..omg..i dun like..~ oh...

but i have to be strong..i have to be myself..stop pretending that i am a strong gurl yet imma weaker person in real..nope..i have to...

hate that!

i wanna be heartless starting from now..do i care? oh...stupid...

wanna be fren with somebody wanna make me as their fren..enough...

amin...

am i lookin' for my destiny..for my soul?? nope...im not..its toooo young for me..long distance for me..

for those who was seeking for his or her soul..life's partner do read this doa..may it will help u as much...hope so...but me..hurm..mama was said to me before.." angah,u shudn't think bout it..think about ur future 1st and get what u want" see...my mum was saying that to me! does mama was warned me?? i guess...

hurm..so...i decide dun wanna fall into that FEELING again..but till when??

let Allah be the judger...

for now..i have to be concentrated on my study 1st and be da greatest person..

chaiyok fara!! u can..prove it...

that was mine..

its tyme for me to let all go..just let them happened...

im quite strong...yes i do...

so bole jalan same itu perasaan....

yup..that's me that owez smile..no matter happened... :)

from now...im forgetful...sory ya...no more again...

tyme to go...c ya!

adios...be strong!

breakfest di McD

assalammualaikum...
alkisah...

dalam borak2 kosong mase kat kafe tetibe cik faten mencadanglan...

"jom g mcd ..hurm nk mkn beger..."
ololo keciannye...
esok nye...

 pas klas tros g mcd ss ...wah..kami melantak brekfest disitu...beshnye...hukhuk

laper...huhu

aten...si penggemar mcd

yummy...ergh...kenyang..opss..

ni sy punye...

 yg kemas nie zati punye

ha yg bersepah nie faten punye

snap by faten..upss..teruje tgok abg mcd tu...hahaha

apekah yg sedang beliau lakukan itu..ahaks..

inilah akibat tension...hukhuk

selepas itu baliklah kami ke kolej kesayangan masing2...lepas tu ape..cdo la...
ape2 pun even kami wat perkare yg agk x penah owg wat..tp kami hepy...ape..?
hepy....
at least ilang juge tension..ok la..will be update later..keep following me...
c ya~~

baksis itu HEBAT..

salam...
aiyak..semalam baru je lepas program Projek Mega BAKSIS dengan menteri perdagangan..a.k.a bapak dafi..hurm kebosanan yg amat~~
ditambah pule dengan kesengalan ahli2 grup 11 baksis lagi la membuatkan aku biol...
lihatla aksi kami...

ape aku sedang buat..?

meriah kan

jeff yg sgt sengal

akif?? hahah

kami busan....

begitula kami2 yg seharian berada dlm dewan besa itu..hurm..sgt busan + panas...
by that minggu depan gonna be da last gathering of our grup for BAKSIS for this sem..aish..
cedeyla plak..hukhuk...
btw they ol was great n awesome!!
muah~~

berikan kekuatan kepadanya....

Ya Allah Yang Maha Esa..aku memohon kepadaMU..berikanlah kekuatan kepada sahabat kesayanganku Aizul Fahmi..sesungguhnya dia berada didalam kesulitan..bantu dia Ya Allah...sungguh aku amat menyayanginya..
tenangkanlah hatinya...aku mohon...

kepada kamu aizul...
jgn kamu meletakkan diri kamu didalam kesusahan...kamu boleh bersedih tp jgn sampai terabai semuanya...
kuatkan diri kamu utk menghadapi segalanya..itu semua bukanlah 1 pengakhiran utk hidup kamu..
aku faham apa yg kamu alami kerana aku juge pernah mengalaminya..sungguh..sangat sakit..
biala mase yg menetukan semua & biala mase yg mengubati lukamu..
tapi kamu harus ingat 1 perkare...
ALLAH x kan menguji hambaNYA dengan sesuatu yg amat berat & x tertanggung bg hambaNYA...
semua yg terjadi ada hikmahnya...bear it in ur mind..
x de ape yg kamu dapat jika kamu berterusan mcm ni...u have to stand out..u have to be strong..u have to face it...u have to!!
u're not alone..u have ur fren around u yet u have me..
dun let me sad on seeing u in this such situation...im beggin' u...
mane ko yg kuat dulu..mane ko yg ceria dulu..mane aizul fahmi yg aku kenal dulu...
jgn la mcm nie..aku sedih...dulu ko bg semangat kat aku tyme aku dalam keadaan kau...
tp sekarang....pliz....
be strong.......................

oh...???

OMG..what was that? confession on what? to whom?
oh..really shocked..really suprised me!
well...ting tong...(?_?)
hurm...he'll never be mine..instead of me too...i wish...
btw got to go..wanna have my MCD..yummy(^^,)
cokolat addicted...woah....is everything...salam...tata~~

itu kawan VS itu chenta..?

dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali..

mungkinkah ada ruang di dalam hatimu..

untuk cinta yang telah kita miliki..

tuk selama-lamanya..

alahai..lagu nie mmg besh tp nk tujukan kat sape ye...
mereka selalu bertanye.."fara,pakwe ko blaja mane..ke da keje..?"

aku hanye mampu tersenyum dengan mengatekan " x de pakwe pun la..hurm..."

mereka juge bertanye lagi.."kenape plak..tipula"

aku x mampu nk kate ape2 ag sebab............kau x kan paham..

kenape aku x nk itu luv2????

s...e...b..a...b......

• x mau lagi pisang berbuah 2x..
• x mau lagi menangis sebab itu...rubbish!
• x mau berkomitmen lagi...
• takut....
• sy da x mampu lagi nk berikan cinte + syg sy kat sape2..sayangi diri dulu..ngeee..*poyo~~

itula sebabnye..mungkin mereka x mengalami ape yg aku alami..nvm..so bg aku it just ok live without something name l.o.v.e...but the most important thing is friendship..
kawan..sgt penting bg aku..kenape??

• dgn kawan rase free to talk..share or watever..
• bebas berkompromi..ahaks...
• x de nk emo2..klu nk emo2 bole la jalan..x kuase i nk pujok..opsss terkejam pulak..
• everythings..

suke...

                                                                               VS

x suke

 kesimpulannye..hanye berserah pade YANG MAHA ESA utk menentukan yg terbaik buat sy...kpd mereka yg bertanye itu inila jawapan sy...dan kpd mereka yg bermulut longkang itu..u deserve to get what i got before..just be patient huh..mulot kowang mmg x ley tutop sbb busuk!

shut~~

mengapekah kusut nye idup sy semenjak 2 menjak ini yer...hurm x paham...
1. adekah sebab nk final da??
2. adekah sebab aku terlalu memikirkan perkare2 yg x sepatutnya dipikirkan??
3. adekah aku terlalu malas??

oh..alahai..mcm2 jadi lor..i wish i can stand..aw...(!_!)
oleh itu bermacam2 lah perkare yg x diingini berlaku ke atas diri ini..same ade secare sengaje atau tidak..antarenye...

• ink printer tertumpah atas radio akk bilik ngan atas lantai..hadoi nk ngelap ag..huh
• duet semakin kureng~~
• asigment x ciap ag...presentation banyaknye!!!
• serabut dengan baksis ag..
• serabai ngan nk daftar kursus sem 2..ceh..kelam...

hurm..begitula..aiyak..mcm ni ka life di U..hoho..nyway just enjoy it..aha...da mcm nk terbalik idup nie...

p/s : kpd beliau & beliau..mintak maap klu x de mase utk kamu..bukan ape..blaja ag penting n sy malas la awk nk pk sal benda2 itu..hoho...maap ye..n thanks sbb sentiase bersaba dengan sy...(^^,)

pistol aiR vs Koir vs test

woah...helo dear..lame x blogging kinda bz..ngee...
hurm for the whole this week kehidupanku sangatla KUSUT dan X tenang..alahai...makan tah x tentu..cdo x cukup..hurm..aiyak...ape ini..huwa..
but its ok..im much2 better now than the past 3 days ago huh!
perbualan yg mengundang ketawa gue :

SITUASI 1:
" faten : fara jumla kite maen pistol air.."
" aku : dengan tanpa sega silu berderai ketawa yg agkla kuatnye itu"
"faten : weee....aku da lame sgt nk mane..nnt kite g beli pistol air yg besa punye nnt eh.."
" aku : ten!! kau umo da bape..kah3..."
* dlm aah la bes jugak skali skale wat keje yg x bape nk pandai tu..kiki3...then walk along da street to da pc Fair..have some look..hurm not interesting yet..then goin to SS having ice cream..yummy + char kuew teaw..shedap...(^^,)

SITUASI 2 :
ke kafe bersame yani,zati ngan faten nk mkn dinner...hell! i wanna say teh ais but then said wanna teh tarik..offfff.....hadoi..sungguh kusut idup ini ..KAU jue yg membuatkan idop aku serabut mcm nie..cis..!!

 SITUASI 3:

malam td dengan muke selambe nye berkate : " eh aku nk masok koir inter kolej la.." aik sejak bile aku pandai nyanyi nie..hahahaha....woah...sangat enjoy bersame mereka yg sporting itu walaupun mulut mereka juge agak PUAKA ye...ngeee....nvm..ahad suda mao bertanding tp praktis hanye 3 ari..woah...kaw mampu???

hari ni plak dengan kesemangatan yg ade da pakai lawa2 x de plak presentation..alahai..penat melaram..ngee...ala saje nk gedik...ade kau kesa...hukhuk...

TEST :

tup...tup...da nk test 2 da..am i ready for it?? definitely da answer will be NO!! orang dok sebok bace notes tp aku bc novel..wawawa,,,hebat..credit to faten coz giving me da novels..muah~~

berazam juge mao study bebetul utk test kali ni yela kate nk 1st class owner...kah3..amin...

hurm..okiela..wanna have a LOOK for my test..insyaAllah...huhu..